JC life is filled with stress! Just having suffered 6 weeks in there, im complaining everyday that im very depressed. Lectures, tutorials everyday, none of which i understand. OH GOD! I hope all these will end soon. The only thing i look forward to everyday is to slack. And many TT Trng where i can forget all about studies for the time being and swing my hand around aimlessly for that few hours. Exercising for the time being too, losing the fats which have accumulated over the years.


This photo shows im happy as im eating TANG BAO!


Drinking Milk Shakes brightens up my day!

Im looking forward to thurs and sat. Meeting up with many pple this week. Im happy once again. Yunny told me her bro's friend passed away due to some accident. Im feel so sad for him. Hope his parents will take it easy. I ran 2.4 today. My timing improved by a bit. From 19.58 to 18.05! Not very good though, but at least there was some improvements. The PE teacher commented that sports pple shouldnt be getting these grades if not he would have to question the quality of the sport that you're in. I felt hurt. I feel as if i would be throwing the TT's team face if i fail. SO i guess i wld have to train like every other day. My napfa is 2 weeks from now. I hope i pass.


Recently i heard of some super despo pple. I felt so disgusted. I think those pple better not be so despo. Its really irks me. I hope i will not show my dislike to those pple so obviously. Thats quite mean of me i know. But sometimes i cant help it. 20th MAY, VJC Harmonica concert. Im gg to buy the two brats a stalk of flower each. Thats very kind of me so stop complaining. Actually i hate my life now. Im studying things which i find so useless and i cant understand everything. Sigh.

I want to start my own business. I had a weird dream. Ok. you see, my sis has been working these few months so her bank is flooding with cash nowadays. I dreamt that she actually withdraw all the money that she had in her bank and she actually shouted at me this, :" I withdraw all my money already. We go open a business with these!" I was really happy in my dreams. How i wish it could continue. But it didnt. I got awoken by the sickening phone alarm. 615am. Yes. My day starts at 615am. Pathetic life right. Oh! I want to be a hawker. HA. I think hawker earns a lot. My mum's friend, a drink seller, earns $10000 plus a month. And also, Dennis wee, the real estate agent and mervin wee, jean yip's husband, they were sec school drop outs but look at them now, they earn like millions every year. GoD! I wish for talents like them. I see no talent in myself except being filled with fats!


I hope she will make my wish come true! HA

BTW, I LOVE SAJC! I wanted go there all because of stefanie sun. Though life is hard. I still love the school. I finally learned how to sing the school song. I memorised it by heart. Im very proud to be a SAINT! Thats my dream since i was sec 1 so GOD! Thanks for letting my get in. I think i should actually stop complaining about my everyday life but actually live it to the fullest everyday. I love TT trng, I love lessons. I Love PE! Life is sometimes about doing things that you may not like. THATS LIFE! Dont be a human if you dont like all these.


Im always bored!